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alainna-gail's Journal
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2007.04.17 15.53
this world is too much for me sometimes...
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2007.02.26 16.16
i miss having a best friend.
Mood:  lonely
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2006.12.24 11.48
Eventhough i hate big crowds and people get really pissy and take all their frustrations out on eachother i stilll love the holiday season!
I also love my amazing, amazing boyfriend for not only helping me pay for my lap top... but also got me one of these beautiful pieces of technology
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2006.10.09 22.22
This weekend made me 100% postive that i have the best friends and boyfriend anyone could ask for. I know i bitch and moan about shit but in the end.. i consider myself very lucky to have someone that says 'i love you'just because -- a mother to make me my favorite foods when im feeling pissy -- to have friends who stand by me no matter what mood im in -- and to have someone to watch Nip/Tuck and SVU with and scream when the fucked up shit on thoes shows goes down.
So far.. life is good.
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2006.10.02 22.17
depression is setting in.
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2006.09.22 19.23
as of 12:02pm tonight i will be 21...
..i dont know but i think i should be much more excited then i am. nothing seems to be just falling into place for once in my life.
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2006.06.26 18.49
This summer, so far, has been priceless. I have spent it with the loves of my life: Chris, Nik and Ally. I couldnt ask for a better boyfriend and friends... they are all i need in this world beside, of course, my mum and my pool. I come home pretty much everyday wreaking of coffee and funny stories that people share with me at work. This job is just temporary until i go off to maine but it sure has been interesting. With all this rain we have been getting it has inspired me to watch really good, thought provoking movies and i have decided that eternal sunshine amoung many others i have been watching have changed my life and thought process.
im so content right now i could scream.
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2006.05.05 00.27
iv felt so 2 sided lately..
on one end i feel happy about where im life is, who my friends are, and just generally whats going on.
on the other end i feel sad about things that have happend in my life, friends that i have lost, are losing, or at least i feel like im losing, and just generally whats going on...
i know im not the only one who feels like this and its only certain people that i miss so much sometimes i just want to cry.. but, it being in my nature, i will always keep quiet and i wont ever let thoes people know how much i actually miss them and the times we spent together..
i guess thats where im at right now.
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2006.04.04 20.35
Its really too bad that we drifted so far apart...
your the first person i actually got sad about when i realized you wernt in my life as much as you used to be.. i guess we both have diffrent paths..
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2006.03.08 20.30
my life in a nutshell.. its pretty much on a downward spiral lately.. along with all the academic shit that me and everyone else has to do.. iv been thinking back on my life- the good times and bad- what iv been through and just realizing that i miss a lot of things i used to have- i wont ever disclose what thoes things are but things right now arnt lookin so goodon either end of the spectrum..
i dont think i could get any more emo then that.. so there is my 2 cents
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2006.02.28 20.39
im so fucking sick of living here.. i love my roommate and some may i repeat some of my apartment mates.. im so fucking ready to live with chris and get away from all this annoying two-faced shit... say the word chris and im outta this place with you....
ugh.
girls = drama.
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2006.02.23 12.49
wALK THE LINE ON DVD COUNTDOWN: 5 DAYS LEFT!!!!!
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2006.02.22 09.58
today has been such an aweful day so far.. and its only 10am
im just in a wicked pissy mood and i hate everything right now. I hate that im one of thoes people that everyone expects to be happy and smiley all the time and then when im not- it comes as such a big suprise.(at least it looks like that to me, i may be wrong) im actually i really big bitch i just try not to take out all my frustrations on anyone cuz i would hate it if someone did that to me.
i dont know if im being selfish and greedy- but wouldnt it make sense that if you say you "miss" someone you would see them every chance you got? Especially when your never around. just dosent make sense to me that it wouldnt happen like that. the understanding side of me is starting to wear realllllly thin.
uhg. all i want to do is lay in my bed all day, watch golden girls and and stuff my face.
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2006.02.18 17.56
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
Happy Birthday Daddy
2,20.50-10.3.03
ALWAYS WITH ME, NEVER FORGOTTEN
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2006.02.14 22.19
let drama fest 2k6 in my apartment insue.. this should be interesting
Happy Valentines day, loves
mine has been postponed untill this weekend- it is well worth it <3
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2006.02.02 17.02
This world really makes me sick... serisouly i hate to say this but i havent watched,listend or read the news in over a month with the exception of the weather reports. I cant stomach it anymore probably 4 out of the 5 or so stories they have are sickening.
in perticular: if you are a fucking drug addict dont put innocent animals on the line and in dangerous situations for your petty addiction- its just pathetic.
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2006.01.25 22.32
i have been thinking about how i can change my life around and try to be happier then i have been. I still have some problems that i refuse to work through and feel alone in but i have accepted thoes fates. but its been making me think about things i should have been thinking about when i rang in 2k6.
Goals for 2K6
*Lose 15-20 lbs
*Laugh more
*Gets Deans List
*Visit my Dad A LOT more
*Drink more tea & water
*Get into yoga or pilates
*Listen to some new music
*Get a car
*Make more $$
*Make more trips to RI
*Get a Tattoo stat.
thats all. nothing special. lets make plans -- im all for girly sleepovers!
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2006.01.20 03.11
looking forward to this weekend!
so much good stuff going on
i love my friendsss so much <3
ps. i finally got a job!
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2006.01.10 09.56
im really in no mood to go back to school.. at first i was a little excited to get this semester going but now laziness as set it and im a lot less motivated then i want to be..
i just got out of a consultation for my wisdome teeth- they are coming out this summer- so if you need some amusment in your life come see me on drugs of some sort
RI this weekend- so excited!!!- dinner at the olive garden,hostel,snuggz!- i could spend every waking moment with him and it would be fine with me
* happy birthday lawwa <3 *
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2006.01.04 12.13
spending these past few days with chris had been perfect. i could seriosuly drop everything and move in with him and not care at all.
school starts back up the 19th- anxious to what the semester might bring even more anxious for summer to start so i can finally get some money and a car.
i saw king kong last night and cried. if your going to see it- see it on the big screen its worth it.
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2005.12.31 11.06
So far this vacation has been a good one. boring at times exciting at others-- christmas was good as always and i got pretty much everything i wanted thanks to the best boy on this planet.
im so excited for new years in boston with the best girls i know! its gunna be a great night ( the only things to complete it would be chris- stupid papa ginos) but it will be good- in my favorite city with my favorite people! terrific!
HAPPY '06 EVERYONE!
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2005.12.21 20.04
its good to be home :)
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2005.12.14 19.43
I HATE FINALS!!!
this will be a much needed winter break
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